Today I want to talk about something non-makeup related. I want to talk to you all about relationships, fighting, and breakups.
So first off, I believe that my boyfriend is the most amazing boy in the world. I really couldn't find anyone better. Now I think he's going to go to another state for college. I want to find a way to make it work but I don't know how to. I really don't know how I can live with him being so far away.
Being afraid of losing him is making it so I'm pushing him away. I don't know what else to do. I don't know why all of this has to happen now. I don't want to grow up anymore, it's so hard sometimes.
No matter what happens, I want you all to know that you WILL find someone special and that when you find that person try your hardest to hold onto them. Make sure that they really are someone who treats you well. I hope all of this makes sense, although it probably doesn't.
Either way, I love you all, Thank you for taking the time to watch my videos, read my blog, comment, subscriber, ect. You all have given me so much more confidence than I've ever had.
xoxmisscourtney
